Ouch

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I went in for a CT scan two weeks ago, and while it isn’t always necessary, if the doctor orders “contrast”, that means they get to stick an IV in you. In my case, I *always* need contrast. This time, I knew I was in trouble as soon as I saw the nurse. She had a less-than-pleasant look on her face, and informed me I was her first patient of the day while I was doing my pre-needle ritual (chewing gum, squeezing the stress ball, imagining myself on the beach, etc.) So she sticks me once… and keeps pushing the needle farther and farther in. Says she can’t find a vein – which isn’t too unusual, since the chemo I did last year cooked them pretty good. She tries the other arm – Strike two! No vein that time either. I’m getting pretty irritated at this point. So finally she gets it on the third try. But a week and a half later, I still have a memento of her first botched attempt. Missed the vein, eh? Looks like she got it pretty good from my perspective:

Zoloft, Lexapro, Paxil and running

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I started taking Lexapro (an anti-depressant) last April when I was dealing with fears of having cancer (little did I know I was *right*). Anyway, now that I’m a year out from my diagnosis and no longer worrying as much about having a recurrence, I’m trying to get off of it. I’m slowly tapering off, but even so it’s leaving me in a foul mood most of the time.

In some good news, I ran another 5K Saturday, and did a little better than last time. I’m still slow as Christmas, but at least I’m progressing:

April 3 – 37:16
May 23 – 36:34
July 3 – 35:01

These people who can run it in 15 minutes just amaze me. Maybe someday. My goal was to run in the Nashville Marathon next April, but I think I may have to settle for the half marathon, and push the full marathon back another 6 or 12 months.

Another fun waste of time on the internet…

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Stupid Computer

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I had the remainder of my cancer story all written up, then managed to erase the entire thing by accident. Sometimes I hate computers.